.:oh my cotton candy:.

hah malam ini sangat malas nak study. left the library quite early, took the blue loop pergi east hall dulu untuk hantar fatin (junior yang sama umur) then pusing the whole campus (still riding the bus lah, x kan jalan kot? GILA) pikir-pikir masa depan sket masa dalam bus and last skali turun kat depan rumah. balik rumah je emosi sedikit sebab penat, tak mandi dan tak ade orang kat rumah (padan muka siapa suruh balik awal) hehehe. buka periuk nampak reddish gravy. roomie masak sambal :) thaayaang dia! sedap dia masak. tapi kalau sambal pedas sikit. orang kata siapa yang masak pedas-pedas dia garang. so apparently roomie ni garang sikit lah ye? entah.

ok anyways i don't really have anything in particular to blog about today but i have a lot of random stuffs lingering and dancing not-so-gracefully in mind now. do wanna hear them? (angguk je and buat muka interested. TQ) bagus :) thaayaang anda-anda juga. ok i'll type everything yang menjengah ke kepala ini. here we go:

rasanya twilight to movie paling gay abad ini. kalah broadback mountain. walaupun tak pernah tengok pun broadback mountain tapi kalau orang nak buat joke gay je mesti ade name broadback mountain tu, so ceduk sudah kan? anyways tidak diterima akal bila vampire that we supposed to fear sebab dia nak hisap darah kita kacak, macho dan bergaya sekali. kalau macam tu hari-hari pun nak darah dihisap kan :) bunyik macam lucah. eh otak ni pikir entah ape-ape lak. ini 18 sx sikit. plus Edward Cullen tak kacak pun from my point of view lah. cerita tu exploits guys i think, they collected buff and muscular guys and then made them go topless in this movie. all teenagers and young women buy it big time and go gaga all the way. excluding me. eh please lah~

cuak tak tengok vampire ni?

if and only if Allah s.w.t make both men and women untuk boleh pregnant, i'll convince my husband to take turn to carry our babies and then we'll can have big big big happy family with half the pain. i love you my future husband. (siapa-siapa nak terasa amik je lah) haha

sekarang turn i nanti u pulak ye sayang :)

next, i had a box of garden salad as my lunch today and i had it at the library. sayur hijau-hijau sedar tu make me feel fresh and healthy. i miss salad very much sebab dulu kat hostel hari-hari pun makan sebab tu every time i pass motion tak ade masalah. eeuuww gross sab :P sorry! itu bukan cerita utama. ini cerita utama:

boon: sab diet ke makan sayur. hihihi
umar: asal ko ni sab? kenape tiba-tiba nak makan salad. eh nak broccoli tu.
biena: sab kenyang ke makan sayur?
fiqah: ini lunch ke after lunch sab?

ok itu sume list of questions they asked me. am i that FAT? down ok. sedih. nak nangis. sembunyi muka bawah bantal.

green is my new fave color now. like lacoste punya official color. sangat menarik hati dan perasaan ok. and guys in that color nampak kacak macam ice cream lime yang seringgit tu. nyum nyum nyum. plus if one of the abercrombie's models yang pakai lagi lah olalaaaa :) (muka nakal)

u pakai yang ni

i pakai ini ye

snow sudah tiba betul-betul ni and turun secara banyak serta rawak di state college. putih mulus. semalam jakun je balik library main-main snow dengan rakan-rakan yang tidak kurang jakunnya. sejuk? usah cerita lah tapi main lagi seronok. terus je nak berangan depan mata ade seorang budak kecik pakai bubble pink magenta and seorang lagi navy blue main baling-baling snow, slide turun bukit and jerit-jerit then ade jugak this one guy tengah rakam dorang main. aaaahhh one day ok.

chomel ya amat :)

eh rasanya bawang tak ada kot kat dapur. butter pun and hand soap. dah abes. cis serba kekurangan. duduk berdua je memang macam ni. plus we're single lads, so.. idk, i can't seem to find an elaboration for that. moving on

kalaulah FedEx boleh pos manusia ke Malaysia, i'm willing to be in a box for 3 days and see my love ones when they open the box. aaaaahhh rindu :'(

i write craps so i better stop now.


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.:when things are out of hands:.

ok this is suck because i feel like i am losing my grip now. exams are next freaking week and i have 5 effing finals in 4 bloody hell days. i can't do this believe me, so depress now. i always portray that i am strong with my harsh and nasty words but deep inside i am one messy and oversensitive young women (cececeh rasa macam dah besar dan bergaya lak tulis 'young women'). but anyhow i managed to enjoy myself to the fullest last friday. PITBULL and friends are great combinations.

and so the story begins. azreen woke up super early (9 am is early for us) last monday to line up and take the tickets for me and herself. awwww kan? how sweet of her. i was in bed too lazy to wake up not even for classes. lol. we went there with a group of happening people; zack, nabil, egy, faiez, boo, mike and camilla. it was super fuuuun! we danced for 3 hours (ok tipu, 2 hours je lepas kira-kira balik) non stop (in heels, mind u), laughed all the way and fought with this white couple for our space on the dance floor. on top of that Pitbull was great. he performed for about an hour and a half non stop in his smart a** suit. he looks good that night.

go baby

sayangss

nabil and faiez; bff? lol

after that we grabbed some food at the HUB and walked to Lexington. there were me zack azreen nabil and faiez left. it was cold and my feet were killing me after those vigorous exercise. lol. i asked nabil to piggyback me and i'll massage him in return. he agreed. i hopped on his back and i cramped my leg. effing painful! luckily zack and nabil were fast and they managed to settle me down. i was crying btw. lol. but then i can't walk. being the strong and fit men around nabil and faiez took turn carry me home. and the carrying part wasn't that fun and adventurous. anyhow, they were nice. thanks guys :') and the BEST part was; faiez suddenly said "rasa macam bawak perabot pulak" and they all laughed! JAHAT ok. lol :)

red cross people

sesi mengangkat perabot

the night went on with syahir's 22 birthday celebration (22 ke hah? lupa)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY syasya :)

semoga tercapai apa yang dihajati :)

and a ridiculous movie that i picked (sorry guys. lol)

the next day was all white. finally snow has arrived. even though i am not a big fan of snow but it's really nice to see the beauty of winter with pure white snow and a little bit of sunshine. aahhhh subahanAllah :)

ok this is medium long entry. so guys i am asking your favor to please please pray for my finals and i really hope that Allah will bless me with His Nur to go through a week of hell. then i can be off for winter break. FLORIDA wait for meeeeeeeeeee :)

*the pictures are from azreen's fb. sab pencurik :)*

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.:aiceceh:.

can i have a cup of coffee with you? only you with no one else bothering and listening to our long, endless and deep conversations.

can i smell your perfume which is now my favorite scent? the scent could only be on you because i don't want to sniff the perfume in the open atmosphere.

can i miss you? everything about you never fail to make me smile.

can i walk beside you? with you being on my right hand side strolling together down the road with nothing in mind.

can i dream of you tonight? even nightmare seems pleasant and sweet with you in it.



hello everyone. it seems that i haven't visit my own blog for months. sumpah busy! now i have the time because i really can't sleep thanks to Thanksgiving Break! tidur punya cycle berterabur. i went to philly and the black friday there wasn't as hectic as woodbury. i'm glad that i am under budget. say whattt?? lol. yes i am under budget! saving for winter break cause i'll be going to an outlet in FLORIDA baby :) can't wait. ngee.

ayat-ayat cinta dan jiwang up there lahir dari hati suci yang xboleh nak tidur ni. layan sahaja ye rakan-rakan. budak sab ni memang jiwang malam2. muahahaha. mungkin ini tidak ade kena mengena dengan yang hidup atau yang sudah tiada tapi mungkin ade. entah. confuse bila mengantuk tapi xboleh tidur ni. alright, it's subuh already. i have a 10 am class. can i make it? we'll find out tomorrow :)



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.:A Note To GOD:.

Oh dear Allah, hear me out.

please.
don't tear me apart
don't let me down
don't step all over this
don't stop me from embracing the moment

just don't, oh please.

let me be in the 'world' i wanna live in. don't wake me up. just let me be me

:)

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.:Malam Ini:.

Maka ini adalah malam hujung minggu yang paling berfaedah pernah dilalui dalam hidup ini. Duduk berteleku depan buku "emech static" ini sambil memahami dan meghafal setiap sudut rumus adalah satu perkara yang wajib dilakukan sebelum masuk ke dewan exam pada hari isnin nanti. Akan tetapi, harus ditekankan disini bahawa matapelajaran Buddha tidak sama sekali perlu dilupakan kerana matapelajaran itu juga bakal menunjukkan taring dan mengganggu emosi pada hari yang sama, yakni isnin ini.

Mungkin saudara dan saudari tertanya-tanya mengapa si penulis ini sibuk menggerakkan jari jemarinya yang mulus di atas papan berhuruf komputer ribanya tatkala dirinya harus melangsaikan tugas-tugas khas yang telah dinyatakan diatas? Tidakkah si penulis ini gentar dengan cubaan dan cabaran yang harus ditempuhinya? Setelah berbulan-bulan "blog" ini tidak dikemaskinikan akan tetapi, pada malam yang genting ini jugalah jari jemarinya rajin bekerja.

Apakan daya, bila fikiran sudah runsing, hati tidak tenang maka jiwa yang kacau ini perlulah dilontarkan, disuarakan dan dikongsikan bersama mereka yang sudi membaca, yakni anda. Terima kasih diucapkan. Coretan kali ini dalam Bahasa Ibunda sepenuhnya kerana si penulis sangat rindukan zaman kemuncak dia berdebat dan berpidato.

Oh rindu~

Doakan si penulis yang terbaik dan semoga Allah juga akan membalas jasa baik anda sekalian :)

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